Sad Potato

Hi kids, I'm a sad potato today. Period pain sucks. My skeleton are about to gave up their lyfe. I felt old. What makes me even sad today(not only today,everyday la since spm result is out) is..where do i want to continue my studies? Form 6? Matrikulasi? Masuk maktab? or going to university? but which university? What about the fckn expensive tuition fees? Scholarships? PTPTN? Study loan?

All I could think is :

Yup basically me right now..

I really really would love to go to university to take either chemical engineering or pharmacy course. Butt, the tuition fees and registration fees needs at least rm1000+ Gurl i an't got that much money..

Why not take PTPTN then?

- NO. My teacher advise me not to use PTPTN cos its pitipitipu hahaha. nah actually, sistem ini mengamalkan bunga-bungaan. I mean riba, I don't play with riba. Haram in Islam :) If u pay the money late, u will have to pay more after that.That's why PTPTN is not in my list.

What about MARA study loan?

- Asking for study loan is my last option. I don't like the idea of having a debt to pay -.-

If going to university costs a lot, why don't u just take form 6?

- No honey, i'm not really interested. Pure science in form 6 is really PACKED. Imagine in that 2 years/1 year period, u have to packed every single shit of sciences inside ur small brain..so NO. but the good thing is, u don't have to pay if u want to continue form 6. Yea, I'm still considering about this.

Did u sign up for matrikulasi then?

- For the thousand time already, its NO. hahahaha (i've lost my count how many times did i said NO)

Matrikulasi needs at least 5 C's to enter. Yes, I've passed that qualification,butt again butt If ur grade is low during matriks, people will see u la. That one year u spent at matriks will be such a waste if u don't work hard. The certificate also not suitable if u want to further ur studies later on. Yup, NO again. 

Masuk maktab lah!!

- Didn't apply for it hahahahahaha my friend ask me to apply, but I keep forgetting about that.and finally the deadline have come, I just let it passed like dat lol *innocent face shows up*

So basically my options are:

1.  waiting for my JPA interview result,which will be released this may. If i passed i'd surely go to France to study chemical engineering, in sha  Allah :)
2. Swinburne at Kuching. I've got the offer letter already. I just have to wait whether i am in the scholarship list or not. They offer a really good scholarship which is full scholarship. They pay for ur foundation and bachelor studies. Even ur laptop, allowance, book allowance, they will settle all those shits 4 yu. I applied mine during last month's uni exhibition.
3. Sunway at KL for bachelor in Pharmacy. 2 days before the deadline, I've checked afterschool website and just realized that THEY OFFER A FULL SCHOLARSHIP TOO. So I hurriedly sent my application letter that day lol I hope they accept my letter. May Allah ease everything for me, amin :)

So now, I'll just let Allah handle everything. He knows what is the best for me. May Allah ease everything ^^ ok gtg i want to continue to cuddle with my bed hihi